I understand and accept that I am depressed.
But I'm working to get better
I am useless and offer more burden than happiness.
That's why I'm joining something bigger than me. Something I know I can be useful in. Something I can achieve dreams in.
I am selfish and manipulative.
Haven't fixed this one.
I am loud and obnoxious.
So why not train?
I am incapable of seeing others' views.
This one is a lie, now.
I am a failure.
I am successful. I made all A's and a C in my hardest semester yet.
I am a bad girlfriend.
Yeah.
I am a disappointment.
I disappoint myself. It's why I'm always striving to be better
If I stay, I bring frustration and anger.
Social problems.
If I go, I am selfish.
Darling you got to let me knooooow
I am worthless.
No I'm not.
I serve no purpose.
At least I'm missed during Hangouts.
I am emotionally draining, And monetarily taxing.
No rebuttal
My knowledge is superficial.
I must learn more.
I am a fake.
I am real.
I will never get it right.
But I will keep trying
I hate myself.
I hate lack of motivation.
And I understand that everyone else does too.
This is untrue.
I will be forgotten.
I will be remembered.
I have been before.
This is why it can't happen again.
No one really cares.
Friends and family care.
I'm ugly.
I'm a bombshell.
I'm out of shape.
I can run, do pushups, and crunches. I play sports. I'm fit.
I'm lazy.
What 19yo isn't?
I procrastinate,
I'm in college. Of course I do.
I hate me.
I've learned to love me
You can, too.
Love me too.
Why do I still write in this? No one reads it...
