Tuesday, August 12, 2008

A blog to the boozers

August 12, 2008

You just need a splash of ice-water and a slap in the face.
How slow can you get, darling?
You party too much for your own good, drink underage, and apparently get yourself into a lot of trouble when you're drunk.
In other words, I've seen way too many posts about how people should "Disregard Photos From Last Night" and how you have a killer hangover.
Hours later you'll post about how you're upset at how your life is falling apart, why you woke up next to that guy, how no one takes you seriously anymore.
Do you think it could have a connection to the partying?
Because as far as I'm aware, that seems to be your only problem.
You're pretty, and when you're not out being Miss Party, you're a pretty cool person.
Maybe you should stop and think for a bit, and chill on the booze and parties.
Maybe you'll be sober enough to fix whatever's going on that's making your life so miserable, and you won't have any more incriminating photos following you around.
If you can't last a night without parties and booze, you are officially a teenage-alcoholic. And that disgusts me.
And if you're going to continue with this habit, I don't think I can be your friend, though we never were in the first place, were we?
Chill out, and think it through.
Maybe a week without boozing would do you good,
otherwise, get help from a professional, not your myspace friends, since I'm sure they're the ones who took those nasty photos of you in the first place.

I love my dollfie

August 12, 2008

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And dollfies in general.
For one, she's gorgeous. I don't care how "creepy" you think she is, it's the fact that she does look so human and alive that makes her so appealing to me.
She's also a great creative outlet. I can give her whatever backstory, personality and history I feel, and since she is a doll, I can change it at will.
I can make her into different people. People I hate and people I love, or just a mini-me. And I have already begun on a line of clothing for her, which, if I get bored of, I can sell on DOA.
Also, the fanbase of Dollfies is comprised of people from all over the world, of many races and personality types. I get to know people from Norway who have a Bobobie Isabella while chatting it up with the girl who lives in an apartment in Dallas. And many cities and towns all over the world hold things known as "Doll-Meets" where collectors bring one (or all) of their dollfies to have a "playdate" while getting to know other collectors in the area. It's something we can all relate to, talk about and even make a profit on.

And before you put me down for being a teen who still plays with a doll, talk to the 40 year old buisnesswoman who practically has an army of 20. Or even the 19 year old college student studying chemical engineering, or maybe you'd like to speak to the 70 year old who treasures her dolls as though they were her babies.
Doll collecting has no age boundries, right? So why should becoming creative about the beautiful peice of resin you bought have a boundry?
I mean, we all played with Barbies or GI Joe's at one point of time in our life, why must we stop now?

That was a lame argument.
But I wasn't addressing anything that's been said to me outside of "She's weird"
So poop.

Monday, August 11, 2008

another Rant? Porque?

August 11, 2008

When it comes to this over-used chain letter.
I'm not a guy, so I won't write in how they 'feel' when certain actions are made, but I will tell you about my perspective on most of these "What A Girl Means" thing...D:

When a girl is mean to you after a break-up
she wants you back but she is too
scared she'll get hurt and knows
you're gone forever!

Last I checked, when a girl is mean after a break-up, it usually is a result of the breakup itself.
If they broke up to you, and are suddenly mean, it's most likely anger at whatever it was you did to make them break up to you.
If you broke up with them~Put two and two together. You hurt her. Of course she'll be mean. I would anyways. At least for a while

when you catch a girl glancing at you,
she wants you to look back
and smile

Can't really disagree with this one. But just a "glance" isn't always something to act on. You need to "glance back" a few times to find out if she's people-watching or you-watching.
Plus, it's just polite to smile.
Now, if you want her to think you like her back, go talk to her. D:

When a girl bumps into your arm,
while walking with you
she wants
you to hold her hand

Or she simply bumped your arm.
Guys, if you're not going out, don't attempt unless known to be gutsy.
You may get a shot in the groin.
If she's inching her hand closer to yours and brushing her fingers on your palm, however: yeah, she wants you to hold her hand.
And if she persists to the point of obvious 'bumpage' yes, she wants you to. Otherwise, it was an accident.

When she wants a hug
she will just stand there

In today's world, we won't just stand there.
We usually do one of two things: "I want a hug" or go hug you.
It's pretty much as simple as that.
However, nothing is stopping you from initiating the hug.
I, for one, enjoy them, kthanks. And we don't have to be romantic for me to want one.

When u break a girls heart
she still feels it when
you run into each other 3 years later

We may not feel the hearbreak, as this suggests (We aren't all that pathetic),
we may get that weird memory-surge that happens after not seeing someone for a while.
Sorry guys, we don't obsess over you all the time.
It's just how life works.

When a girl is quiet,
millions of things are running through her

Or she is zoning out. Or is shy. Or is mute.
Don't jump to conclusions.
When I get quiet, I'm doing one of three things:
1. People-watching or studying random habits of people I don't know
2. Being shy and waiting for someone to strike up a conversation so I won't have to
3. Zoning out. Simple as that.

When a girl is not arguing,
she is thinking deeply,,

Because a girl who isn't arguing has deep thoughts 24x7.
Maybe we're just happy we're not arguing
Or maybe we're just content with whatever and are not provoked
Or maybe there's a good TV show on
Or maybe there's no need to argue, because we don't thrive on it.

When a girl looks at you with
eyes full of
she is wondering how long you will be

Or why the sky is blue, or why the grass is green
Or why your shirt doesn't match your pants
Or why her hair is sticking up like alphapha today
Or how long this date will last
Or if you are worth the trouble
Or if her homework really was done
Or if An Cafe is coming to Texas any time soon
Or if she should go through that sex change she was thinking about 2 years ago.
Chill boy.

When a girl answers, "I'm fine," after a
few seconds,
she is not fine at all

For the most part, that's true.
:3 If I seriously have to think about weather or not I'm fine, I'm probably not.
It's probably about our period anyways. :3

When a girl stares at you,
she is wondering why you are playing games

Or when you were eating that spinach. XD
XD Maybe we just think you're nice to look at
Or, like I said earlier, we could just be zoning out.

When a girl lays her head on your chest,
she is wishing for you to be hers forever

Because I wish Maddie were mine forever :3
I usually do that because I'm tired or I fell.
If she's with the guy she likes (In my case, my beu)~It's much more intimate and comfortable that way :3

When a girl says she can't live
without you,
she has made up her mind that you are
her future

That's a bit extreme. But yeah, I guess that'd be a fairly reasonable deduction from that line.

When a girl says, "I miss you,"
no one in this world can miss you more
than that

It says the same thing about the guys.
So who misses the other more?
Neither. If they're in a good relationship, they probably miss each other just as much as the other.

As a side note: When I say "I miss you," to guys who aren't my beau or girls, I just miss having their company. I like hanging out with friends, too, ya' know!

I will not say this goes for all girls, since every girl is different.
But as far as I'm aware, the red is an accurate reason behind MY actions :3

Tuesday, August 5, 2008

Teaching Miyavi to be "gangstah"

August 05, 2008

mandirjs (12:53:36 AM):
Kabuki Danshi is like the beginning of Neo Visualism
mandirjs (12:53:45 AM): LOL at his purple jacket
"Tess" (12:53:48 AM): Hah
mandirjs (12:53:56 AM): He's trying to be gangstah, and seriously fails.
"Tess" (12:54:04 AM): xD
"Tess" (12:54:14 AM): We should teach him the gangster ways
mandirjs (12:54:25 AM): YES
"Tess" (12:55:03 AM): Mwahaha! Get your gangster pants on, Tsuki! We're going to TEACH
mandirjs (12:55:04 AM): It makes me want his music more.
mandirjs (12:55:21 AM): "Okay, Miyavi. This is a gangsta walk.
mandirjs (12:55:27 AM): It's almost like a limp. But waay cooler"
"Tess" (12:55:31 AM): XDD
mandirjs (12:55:47 AM): Only miyavi could rock a rap song with an acoustic-electric guitar.
"Tess" (12:55:47 AM): "And this Miyavi, is how you dance"
mandirjs (12:55:48 AM): Dork.
mandirjs (12:55:54 AM): Haha
mandirjs (12:56:18 AM): "And these are known as gangstah pants. YES they are supposed to almost make you trip. It looks cool."
mandirjs (12:56:27 AM): Oh My God
mandirjs (12:56:31 AM): THAT IS A CURTAIN THING
mandirjs (12:56:35 AM): He has a curtain thing on his back.
mandirjs (12:56:37 AM): Oh my god.
mandirjs (12:56:38 AM): Dork.
mandirjs (12:56:40 AM): XD So cute
"Tess" (12:56:42 AM): Ohhh lol
mandirjs (12:56:44 AM): youtube
mandirjs (12:56:46 AM): D:
mandirjs (12:56:54 AM): Those little ties with the tassles? Yeah
mandirjs (12:57:05 AM): It looks like mine too. I lol'd
"Tess" (12:57:14 AM): "Also, these pants are supposed to show your butt. No this isn't a trick to see yours Myv, we promise"
mandirjs (12:57:21 AM): *snickers*
mandirjs (12:57:45 AM): "Don't forget your bling! I know it's heavy, but it's to show status. You want to come off knowledgable, don't you?"
"Tess" (12:58:13 AM): XDD
"Tess" (12:58:55 AM): "And you have to lose that silly 90's thing. We're going to be serious gangsters aren't we?
mandirjs (12:59:18 AM): Haha
mandirjs (12:59:31 AM): "Talk with horrible grammar. It's popular, you know."
"Tess" (1:00:09 AM): "You don't know what it is? Well it goes like this; Word homes whass gone down in da hizz?"
mandirjs (1:01:29 AM): Miyavi: "What's a hizz?"
mandirjs (1:01:34 AM): Me: "It's a house silly!"
"Tess" (1:01:37 AM): XD
mandirjs (1:01:41 AM): Miyavi: "Why do I care what's going on in a house?"
mandirjs (1:01:48 AM): "Because it's just something you say
"Tess" (1:02:05 AM): "And don't forget to call your women ho;s!"
mandirjs (1:02:13 AM): "OH and be prepared to buy fake, flashy teeth. Or at least get some tin foil!"
"Tess" (1:02:27 AM): "Or gum wrappers!"
mandirjs (1:02:41 AM): "But be careful, if you stick licked gum-wrappers on your head, it will burn"
mandirjs (1:04:24 AM): Anything we're missing?
"Tess" (1:04:29 AM): Hmm
"Tess" (1:04:36 AM): Grab your crotch
mandirjs (1:04:45 AM): And cuss like a sailor
"Tess" (1:04:46 AM): Wome--I mean, Hoes love that
mandirjs (1:05:26 AM): XDD
mandirjs (1:05:28 AM): That's it! *watches Miyavi continues to scribble on notepad*
"Tess" (1:06:19 AM): You're officially gangsta

We successfully taught Miyavi how to be gangsta.
Just check his new stuff!

Sunday, August 3, 2008

I am...

August 03, 2008


Life is moving way too fast for my taste.
I wish I knew where the pause button was.
I wish I could wake up and be entering the 10th grade again, be 14 again, be..."mature for my age" rather than plain "mature."

I don't think I can handle the responsibilities of being a Junior, much less an adult.

I'm scared.
I don't think I'm ready.
And I don't have any choice in the matter.